blahhhhh
eurch.
I realised how much better i feel after posting on here. heh, it's also satisfying to know that everyone hates it that they don't know what i'm talking about. and so you should, but in me saying that, i'm still gonna give you cryptic posts that don't make sense, or at least to you. hah, my revenge on the world [[little as it is]]. Not only am I cold, bored, hungry, sleepy, busting to go to the toilet, bogged down in homework, but my computer is stuffed and with all these windows randomly closing and MSN not working, I feel so ...isolated or something. I mean, it's a long weekend and I was invited to go out to MOOMBA [[heh, why, people, why?!!!]] and i'm not going because i have to go to the age expo the day before, and i'm already strapped for cash. here are some problems heh, or at least, "challenges" i'm facing -cryptic and non-cryptic-:
> I can't play my music loudly
> Everyone's in a pissy mood (not excluding me)
> The teacher won't let me back out of the Japan study tour- I DON'T HAVE THE MONEY!! Can't she get that through her head?
> I have been this > <> I can't sleep until after 12 nearly everynight (that's late for me)
> He's going some time this week
> I'm helpless
> I've resigned
> It can't be helped and even if it could, to what use?
> He will be back
> Third time so?
> Gently is playing through my head
> As Bittersweet symphony plays through the speakers
> Everyone's asleep. all, but me.
> Not as many "challenges" as plain thoughts
> No one will read this
> I'm feeling the same way i told myself, no VOWED to myself to never feel ever again. I can't help it and I'm almost giving up from it.
> "I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down. Been down. Ever been down (x4). Have you ever been down?"
> Why me? Right in the middle of it. HOLD FIRE.. until i'm gone, at least.
> Fuck you
I'm going. i'm not expecting any comments. two posts in two days. hasn't been like this since the holidays. since then. a long time. i have a long time ahead. ahead. will there be a future. for anyone. maybe. or not. gotta.get.out.of.this.place. no. i can't. or else. like him. like them. never. ever. that's a fuckin vow. how many must i do? no more vows. just empty promises.
going. going. gone.
I realised how much better i feel after posting on here. heh, it's also satisfying to know that everyone hates it that they don't know what i'm talking about. and so you should, but in me saying that, i'm still gonna give you cryptic posts that don't make sense, or at least to you. hah, my revenge on the world [[little as it is]]. Not only am I cold, bored, hungry, sleepy, busting to go to the toilet, bogged down in homework, but my computer is stuffed and with all these windows randomly closing and MSN not working, I feel so ...isolated or something. I mean, it's a long weekend and I was invited to go out to MOOMBA [[heh, why, people, why?!!!]] and i'm not going because i have to go to the age expo the day before, and i'm already strapped for cash. here are some problems heh, or at least, "challenges" i'm facing -cryptic and non-cryptic-:
> I can't play my music loudly
> Everyone's in a pissy mood (not excluding me)
> The teacher won't let me back out of the Japan study tour- I DON'T HAVE THE MONEY!! Can't she get that through her head?
> I have been this > <> I can't sleep until after 12 nearly everynight (that's late for me)
> He's going some time this week
> I'm helpless
> I've resigned
> It can't be helped and even if it could, to what use?
> He will be back
> Third time so?
> Gently is playing through my head
> As Bittersweet symphony plays through the speakers
> Everyone's asleep. all, but me.
> Not as many "challenges" as plain thoughts
> No one will read this
> I'm feeling the same way i told myself, no VOWED to myself to never feel ever again. I can't help it and I'm almost giving up from it.
> "I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down. Been down. Ever been down (x4). Have you ever been down?"
> Why me? Right in the middle of it. HOLD FIRE.. until i'm gone, at least.
> Fuck you
I'm going. i'm not expecting any comments. two posts in two days. hasn't been like this since the holidays. since then. a long time. i have a long time ahead. ahead. will there be a future. for anyone. maybe. or not. gotta.get.out.of.this.place. no. i can't. or else. like him. like them. never. ever. that's a fuckin vow. how many must i do? no more vows. just empty promises.
going. going. gone.
posted by Kimo @ 10:29 pm
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